Looking over my pile of luggage…amazing how much stuff accumulates . memories of a lot of good times here in the city – realizing just how much I’ve been through, experiences – but enough of that…I gotta get packing – throwing out soo much stuff right now …….

its getting closer and closer – hey no turning back, not like i would anyway – but the past couple of days i’m starting to realize the implications of what i’m doing… no more paycheck automatically posting to my checking account every 2 weeks – yea that one is gonna be the hardest hit……… but at the same time, no …

yea so like 2 and a half weeks to go before the last day of corporate america……. feels weird- like this limbo transition where i just want to get on with it already!! will miss some of it – but NYC is not what its cracked up to be for me! san diego – Holly left a message last night …

my buddy red left this book on the couch for me before went home to CT for the weekend – “sales prospecting for dummies” true, i’m gonna need it! decided to stick in NYC this weekend, lay low and read, researching sales CRM systems, lil bit of drinking last night….. but today i wanna sip some coffee, read, my drive …

must keep thinking forwards, not backwards………… had to fill out my “exit survey” for work – manager is awesome and he said there’s a spot in this bank whenever i need to come back…. have had some people approach me about taking this spot, asking why i’m leaving, how the job is, blah blah blah – things feel rather sureal, …

@ the met chillin here with my man george imagine that man he is looking straight on at he enemy not second guessing anything focus and determination but also attacking his enemy at the weakest links

you’re only a failure when you blame someone else …i remember that quote from back in the day. but yea, right now i’m kinda discouraged – i’m trying to get some clients /buyers for this new venture in the works BEFORE i’m off on my own….so that the cash can hit my account and i’ll be cash flow positive ASAP…….but …